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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

this mess we're in...

Love is a four letter word. Literally it's true... but under normal circumstances... it's not. Love is not a four letter word... it is a fucking four letter word. Why you may ask? This four letter word can define everything from A to Z, 0 to 1, north to south, east to west or the other way round.

Try remember why when your'e in love, you can't determine or judge whether it's good or bad, right or wrong, left and right, day & night. You even lose sense of yourself or to be precise you lose your fucking mind completely...hehehe. Yes i mean you...yes you... Remember the time when you neglected all your sense of sensibility and edge toward your life, your beloved family members and friends? Remember... You don't have to take drugs or illegal substances to lose control of yourself... just fucking madly falling in love... This whole experiances will make your world turn upside down and inside out.

Simple term, you're totally fucked up. But when the love ride is over, when the truth dawn upon you, it's feels like the end is near. Like there is no life after your "Uda" or "Dara" (bukan nama sebenar). Hey people... there is much more LIFE than that my friend. Grow up & open up your eyes more. Haven't heard Bono advice... "with or without you". Maybe Ian Curtis wrong in assuming that "love will tear us apart". Which is not! The correct phrase is "love will tear you apart". That's why he hanged himself. Idiot!

For sure, there is no logic about love. You may fall in love within minutes, few hours, few days, few months, few years. You may fall in love with someones who are completely different than you or same with you. It's up for you to choose & decide. You may end up happy, slightly happy, or sad.

You may end up thinking why i'm in this mess? Why suddenly i'm in this deep black hole? Why o why you might ask? You have to find the answer by yourself... you yourself can make changes to your own life. Make sure you're happy with your choice & decision. So people... Just do it.

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

love need sacrifices, which i can't give. love was only memontarily, and life goes on. Choose to be happy but empty. i hope love find me because i'm not brave to find love. i know it sounds selfish, but i found it is true that love is also selfish.
love makes u high, dizzy, spontaneous, hilarious, sing out your voice to the highest pitch, breathless, blured, bleed, a 24/7 rotation of drugged spine. I'm not really happy with the choices i've made but had to be made and so i came out alive. Soon, perhaps i will find decision i've made now holds my future happiness.
hey! who said life was fair rite.

Anonymous said...

can you choose who you want to fall in love with? *wonder*

Pegawai Khalwat said...

Have you ever heard 'paragraph'?

Interested in learning how to write using paragraph?

Reading that like staring a tree trunk with Lorong Kulit sunglass.

Anonymous said...

hahaha....

Anonymous said...

man...
is this for you?are you trying to convince urself or others?
are you in love now???!!hus the pussy??heheh..
man....love is a curse, instead of happiness...it brings sadness and sorrow...you lost the zest for life...and u just want to go back, crawl n lay in darkest corner of the room...thinking...why...why..it's hurt sooo much....and why it's soo hard...why all this tears... this denial..

the pretender

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